Everybody thought I was dead. Or if I am still alive I probably shut down my tumblr account. But here I am. Still breathing. The past few months made me realize sooo many things. The past few months taught me some things about the nature and of course most importantly, about my self and my existence.

WHOA! What an introduction right? HAHAHHA!

How are ya’ll?! Like OMG I though I am dead and gone and forgotten! But yea..somehow. I knew it T_T

ANYWAYS! What had happened? What’s new what’s going on?! NARRATE! ELABORATE! HERE WE GO!

PRACTICUM

Hospital

The last story I wrote was about going to Veterans Memorial Medical Cennter for hospital Practicum purposes. Well, I never expected everything—as I look back, I see myself afraid to travel, afraid to be tested, the knowledge I have…I thought it’s still not enough..i mean…I was scared I can’t make it. like seriously..  but then..i ended up wanting more..needing more time to spend in the hospital..

The people I worked with in the hospital are the top one reason why I came to that feeling. I never expected I can go well easily with the people of University of the East. Well seriously I am confident with myself that I can hang out with different people that easy. I mean, I am friendly enough to get them easily. But of course I slightly doubt myself when I met them on the first day of the job..haha! they are too aloof that time! But then I tend to be close with one of them instantly…and that’s Ghelai! She became my “buddy” literally! I am always with her and she always asks for my assistance. I help her with the work assigned to to her and she helps me with mine. Days passed effortlessly like birds soaring in the wind..the PUP group (Mikael, Grace, Erika, Kris and I) together with the U.E peepz became close to each other that easy! When we have free time we talked about our lives and dilemmas…about epic moments, lovelife, family, academics…and everything! For that one month I never expected I can get attached to a complete stranger! But of course, I never share myself with them..in a deeper way if you know what I mean.

WELL! Hospital practicum is great! I always tell everyone about that. It taught me how to stand on my own when it comes to traveling hahaha! That’s the best learning I’ve had regardless of academics! Hahaha! And of course, I never expected I can work that easy with my not-so-close classmates. You know, we had a chance to pick if what practicum to take first either hospital or Food service. Since I am prepared with the hospital, I picked hospital. THAT’S IT. without thinking of whom (classmates) I will work with. Either if I am close to it or not. My friend or not. Well on my mind it says that, I am there and I will be there for the practicum, not because of my friends being there or if we will be just hanging out there. And in fact, in the outside world and in reality we’ll work individually. Time will come that we will leave everything behind including the people I treasure..

But my choice turned out to be just excellent as it always be. And I owe it all to God. I ended up being super close to Erika, Grace, Mikael and Kris! They were far from my personality and also far from the people I always hang out with. But then, I still ended up happy with what we’ve had. Friendship was still established. Yea. Hahah you noticed I don’t talk about the learnings I’ve had regarding nutrition and etcetera? HAHA that’s a NO-NEED J what I’ve learned academically is not important here. Because here I want to share the lessons I can never attain in the four corners of my classroom. No matter how high the tuition fee is. And that’s what you call “Life Lessons”

P.S i lose 5kgs. bow

U.E Peepz and PUP peepz <3

with Ghelai <3 

Food Service

So! The month of December I worked on U.P Diliman Food Service. WHOA! U.P DILIMAN! No, I don’t act like that because of “it’s U.P” but because it’s U.P Diliman!! SO FAR FROM MY HOME!!! WAAA ANOTHER LONNNNGGG JOURNEY! And you know I am a stupidious kitty who’s afraid of the pedestrian lane J if you know what I mean.

WELL! What had happned there? Well, I can say I enjoyed my stay there…because of the food, hahahha! And of course because of the new people I met!!! Isaaaaaaaww<3 no I don’t talk about the street food, but I talk about my newly found friend from University of Santo Thomas—-Karissa. Yep. My Glaiza De castro look-alike buddy from Bulacan. Hahaha! That brat!! Well, I have a reason why I befriended her…and the reason is kept inside me HAHAHA. Evil laugh. KIDDING! Anyways…in my stay here, we worked with annoying people HAHAHA like seriously. With my annoying manager…annoying supervisor…but then, still they are nice to us..although sometimes there were inequality.. ok lets not talk bout it because its getting late HAHAHA kidding. Well, since we’ve worked there during yuletide season, we had a chance to join the lantern parade!!! Yehey! Haha I really enjoyed that moment…also, we had a culminating activity where our ”professionalism” was once tested again! HAHA and I am talking bout the function and etcetera! U know we are already a master on that >;)) SO, our final function was just sooo much great that the manager and supervisors were soo stunned! I never expected they’d be very impressed with what we’ve shown on that function…when in reality we never putted that much effort…o_0 WHOA! AND I NEVER EXPECTED THAT MY SINGING CAREER WILL REACH U.P WAHAHA shame on meee! And another cute part was my bestfriend’s presence on that event <3 I was discouraged that time by my classmates they keep on telling me he will not come since he’s sooooo much far from U.P Dili. BUT he attended. Yep he came from Taguig. While some invited people didn’t came because of some reasons…LOL well that’s another story. Well that function, diaries, everyday duties…the people, the place..the travel…the FOOD! Everything! They are all PRICELESS! And another memories were trashed into my Happy-Memories Bin <3

P.S, i maintained my weight lml

newly found tropa peepz in UPFS: Rap, Isaw, Me and Suzette

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Smile Buddies <3

Graduation!!! with Mam Jam and Mam Lilie..akbay like a boss!!!

Singing “S&M” by Rihanna while the Models we’re ramping…-_-

With my ever supportive bestfriend!

The whole TEAM lml

Community Nutrition

UGGGGHHHHHHHHH ASDJGHFHEFHIEJDFHMFNBYE

That’s it.

LOL! You don’t know what had happened on that practicum…….OKAY! well we stayed in Norzegaray Bulacan for 1 month. I don’t know but I think it’s less that one month e.. anyways. During the orientation in the NFP, I was freakiin dying haha to know who’l be my groupmates on that shitty practicum. And then…..MAEJ! JULIUS! GENEVA!! JAM!! ERIKA!! And I was like asdhsfbdhfasjnxhgd hahahha! I was so grateful I will be staying with my close friends J)) but a bit sad because I am praying I can be with my bestfriend..but then we’re not so yea.

SO! We proceeded and then I’ve known that I will work with the four hot guys of UST HAHAHA just kidding they’re not hot at all. But they are some kind of eye catcher of their batch (?) LOL then another interesting part is that, the group of “Untamed” ladies of USt are in our group HAHA and when I say Untamed, I mean they were the worst ones. HAHAHAH mean right? But yea. BUT OF COURSE not all of the girls are like that, I still tend to have another close friend which is Kay <3 yep that pengpeng victim HAHAHA and when I say Pengpeng, it’s an act of getting a food/toiletries of another individual without the permission of that individual! A Parasite in disguise! Yea! Hahaa Jam, Kay, Maej, Erika and I were known to be the Pempeng Girls because we created that “thughname” hehehehe >;)) and also, our group was the counter part of the four annoying boys. Hahaha <3 JOKE! Anyways, I will never deny I feel in love with that guy..yes you know whom I’m talking about. Yes the two lettered guy. Well, first I was afraid to make my ninja moves. No actually, im not afraid but I was like “DUH no way” because the annoying guy of that F4 said the pengpeng girls were just envious of the Geneva and cj because they are close to the f4 (DUH that’s another story HAHA) yea and I was like “fine lets see who needs you” hahah so I kept on ignoring those guys I just stick with my pengpeng girls and papa Juls the ulam of bayan hahaha then as days gone by, the three guys of f4 became close to me especially Aamos and Erwin…and slightly with D.K <3 because im way too shy because I like him :”> HAROT! But then, great thing! I have a pic with him! HAHAHAHAH

Well sooooo many things I’ve learned from this Bulacan escapade! Hahaha well actually those learnings were just simple, I’ve learned it before but here it was just tested…the challenges…the attitude problems..the adjustments…the budgeting..the people..the vicinity..the house…the newly found friends…the tiktik..the market…interbarangay..the dumptruck trip..the ninja assassin moves..EVERYTHING again was priceless! I never thought my stay there would be thaaat great! I cant  afford to look at them while saying goodbye on our last day…but again I know our group (Minuyan A) is not that tight…as people here has their own world..hahahaa or maybe if we are tight there’s a group of friends who does not belong to it..hahaha yeap. When I hear the song Titanium…I remember Norzegaray and the people I worked there…the house…the daily routines…hahha :’) when I smell herbench daily scent Indian summer…I remember Veterans…and my U.E Peepz! And when I hear S&M by Rihanna I remember UPFS…hahahha nostalgic. That’s how you name it.

 P.S, I gained 5kgs >_<

I know i’m a slut LOL with D. K <3

Another one…LOL

Present

Today. March 7, 2013. I was sitting here in a computer shop..making this blog at exactly 5:20p.m. supposedly I will do my report on tomorrow’s class presentation..but yea I will later on after this.

Guess what? I’ve gone to different YOLOs…went home morning..went home afternoon…or went home the day after tomorrow. Many things have changed since the last three practicums I’ve had. And me myself is one victim of that change my own existence have undergone..well we are capable of change and we are fliexible to change…that’s life. You live it. but I remain myself like what I am used to be. I don’t smoke. I don’t go with people I don’t know. I don’t drink till I crawl with people I don’t know. I don’t go wasted with people I don’t trust. Well one thing you should know boout me; when I drink with you and I ended up wasted, that means I trust you.

I go to YOLO though because I want to drink not because I want boys or sex or what. i stick with that. I’m not Tigang. Lol and I still stay myself. The old me. I stick with my decisions. If I want to go, I will. If I don’t like, I wont. But great thing I am enjoying the company of my Hukbo <3 but still they remain my Drinking buddies; not a kind of friends whom I’l tell my story to.

HUKBO! At Manila Manor Hotel last Feb 27..

And on Saturday I’l went out again. Told myself I wont go with him for the last time but I cant help it. God forbids me but I am too weak…or if God really forbids me I should have had a concrete evidence..

Right now im flying high…I’m flying because I am loving what I am doing. I am flying and so much more preparing myself for the outside world. Graduation is coming..and I can see myself fading..away from them.

So. Another long story right? See you again when the sun still shines on me. Adios.

 P.S, i am on weight reducing diet…again